A Public Service Announcement

TL;DR: If you are 50 or older, male or female, get a Cardiac CT Calcium Score Test done. This is a 5-minute non-invasive screening test for evaluating the probability and potential extent of plaque in your heart vessels. Plaque can cause heart attacks. If you are under 50 but have potential risk factors for calcification or cardiovascular disease, you should also consider it.

As some of you may know, on July 23, I competed/participated in Ironman Lake Placid. It was the first “Iron Distance” event I had done after an 11-year hiatus from triathlons. On July 26, I did a Cardiac CT Calcium Score test which is a screening test for potential calcification in your coronary arteries. Following the recommendation of my internist and another doctor, I did it solely as a “why not” test. While I had no history of high cholesterol or familial issues of high lipids, the test takes 5 minutes, is non-invasive, and costs only about $90 out of pocket (some insurers do cover the test). A result showing the absence of calcification for someone in their 50s and 60s provides some peace of mind as far as the probability of the absence of coronary artery disease. $90 seemed like a good investment for peace of mind. So, why not? A “score” of 0 is desirable.

My score came back over 2000.

Yikes!

This precipitated immediately being placed on a statin by the internist who had recommended the test. Some additional tests and a visit to a cardiologist focused on cardiovascular disease. An increase in the statin dosage by the cardiologist. A referral to an interventional cardiologist. A consultation with the interventional cardiologist who then scheduled a catheterization. Six weeks and one day after I completed my 2.4-mile swim and 112-mile bike, I had two stents inserted in two smaller arteries in my heart.

During a catheterization, an interventional cardiologist will do an angioplasty and insert stents if an artery has a 70% or greater narrowing. I had two arteries in this condition. The two narrowed arteries had not caused any symptoms to date. I had trained for and completed two-thirds of an Ironman. I had missed the bike-to-run cut-off, but that is a story for another day. Short digression: the missed cut-off resulted from my being slow – I can’t blame some physical ailment. Before this year’s Ironman training, I had done CrossFit or similar functional fitness training for approximately 10 years. The last 7 years of CrossFit were typically 4 to 5 days per week usually 60 minutes or so in duration with some other activity such as yoga on another day. Prior to that, I had done 12 years of triathlon, including completing two Ironman races and multiple half-iron events. I hiked, I snowshoed, I cross-country skied, and outside of the office, I was generally active.

For my entire life, my total cholesterol has ranged between 170 and 210, typically staying in the 180-195 range. My HDL and triglycerides always stayed in optimal ranges, with HDL always exceeding triglycerides by a 2:1 basis. LDL bounced around between 80 and 110, once hitting 120. Never higher. Glucose numbers are always good and in range. No sign of metabolic disease or otherwise in bloodwork.

I ate a relatively clean omnivore diet – although probably too much red meat. Actually, definitely too much red meat, at least in the period 2005-2015. Minimal processed food. Stayed away from added sugars. I have not had a sugary soft drink in probably over 15 years (not including Olipop). I take a fistful of supplements every day including Omega 3s, Vitamin D, magnesium, zinc, curcumin, CoQ10, and quercetin, among others to limit inflammation in the body. For the last 18 months, I dry sauna 3 to 5 times per week at 175 degrees or higher for 20 minutes a session. I cold plunge multiple times per week.

To my knowledge, no genetic factors indicated that I was at risk for cardiovascular disease.

This is not to say everything was perfect. I did have hypertension due to an overactive adrenal gland, which produced too much aldosterone (a hormone central to the regulation of blood pressure). I had this for 20 years, but this was resolved through surgery in 2022 (also a discussion from another day). I have been overweight. Sometimes more. Sometimes less. But this has also been heading in the right direction for the last several years.

All of this represents a long-winded way of saying, I thought I had limited my risk for ASCVD and otherwise had my health dialed in. NOT! The CT Calcium Test only alerted me to the high probability that I had calcification in my coronary arteries, from which bad things can and will occur if left untreated. From there, I had to follow my instincts and chase down an answer. Be aware, this is not easy in our medical system. Over the course of the 6 weeks I sought an answer, I was denied appointments; told that I did not need certain appointments; or given appointments 2 to 3 months in the future. Told that my insurance company may not cover a certain test unless I did another test first. The takeaway from this is that you need to be your own health advocate. No one else will take on that role for you. Thankfully, through persistence and getting in contact with the right people, I connected with great caregivers who worked within the system to find the answers and get me the necessary treatment before anything adverse occurred. I do not think about the outcome had I been passive.

Where does this leave me? As my cardiologist told me: take my medicine (i.e., statin) and exercise as hard or harder than I did before. Meanwhile, eat more plants. And live my life. All good advice for anyone.

So, I am eating more plants and getting back in the swing of my training regimen. Many hills remain to be conquered. And I have an appointment with a Bike to Run cut-off that I need to make in the future. But there will be a next time.

To anyone who has read this far, do not think that you are immune from cardiovascular disease. You can think you are doing everything correctly. Or at least pretty much correct (the old 80/20 rule), where I thought I had existed. For whatever reason, that may not be the case. So, take this as a public service announcement. Spend the $90. Take the 5 minutes. Get a CT Calcium Score done if you have not. Trust me. It’s worth it.

Peace.

My Daily Process

Part One – The Morning (or thereabouts)

I thought it would be useful to post my morning ritual. This process has evolved over the years. I implemented the latest iteration about 6 months ago. I will continue to update this post as my process evolves and I make changes. Philosophically, I think of this process as something I live within. Not something I follow mechanistically. Living within this process helps center me. It provides me direction and yields rewards such as reducing anxiety on days when it seems the world is swirling around me while also giving me an infrastructure for promoting my own health and wellness. I welcome any feedback or comments on the process.

Wake time: Most weekdays at 6 AM.

Bathroom time, collect Weight, CGM (Continuous Glucose Monitor) at Levels Health, and Oura ring data.

Consume 1 g of Resveratrol mixed with 3 ml of olive oil, 12 ozs of water mixed with fresh squeezed lime juice and pink Himalayan sea salt, 1 g NMN, 800 mg Fisetin, 400 mg Spermidine, and 800 mg Quercetin.

Most days I will also grab a cup of either Pu’Er Fermented Black or Green tea from Pique to sip during after workout. I also sip Xendurance Hydro Stix during and after workout. It has only one gram of carbohydrates and I take the view that it doesn’t break my morning fast — at least for my purposes. Depending on the anticipated workout, particularly if it’s going to be a long chipper or a long aerobic grinder, I will take one or two Santa Cruz Medicinals CBD Infused Adaptogenic Mushroom caps. I have found them to be really useful for these types of workouts — or at least my mind believes that.

After that, it’s off to either a 6:30 or 7:15 AM Crossfit Class at @Veracity.Athletics. I usually do crossfit 4 to 5 times per week. I vary it on Saturdays with a hot powerflo yoga session @leapfrogpoweryoga. Some weeks I try to squeeze in a second yoga session in the evening.

Post-workout I grab a shot of double espresso. My favorite currently is Blue Jaguar from Redbird Coffee in Bozeman, MT.

If it is warm enough I take my double espresso out to my Zen grotto under the Tibetan Prayer Flags for 10 minutes of Mindfulness meditation using the @wakinguppapp. Otherwise, I do this from a quiet place indoors.

Following the 10-minute meditation, I try to journal for anywhere between 5 and 15 minutes. Periodically, this is interspersed with some reading from Stoic philosophy. I recently completed the Meditations of Marcus Aurelius and have begun working through the Discourses of Epictetus. The unstructured journaling picks up on anything that has crossed my mind that morning, prior evening, or that otherwise requires working through mentally.

I recently added a sauna session to the morning ritual — after using outside cold plunges throughout the winter.

I try to do five twenty-minute sauna sessions per week — 20 minutes per session at 175 degrees or higher.

If I cannot fit in the sauna session in the morning routine, I will try to add it at some point in the day.

Following meditation and sauna, if it’s cold enough (as I mentioned above), it’s time for a 3 to 5 minute cold plunge in my 150 gallon stock tank which is cooled by Mother Nature. Otherwise, it’s time for a shower. At the end of the shower I will turn the water all the way to cold for 2-3 minutes. It’s important that cold follows the hot — and not vice versa. #soebergprinciple

Following an after-shower espresso shot, It’s time for work. If I have a busy day and need immediate focus, I will also throw down one or two capsules of Santa Cruz Medicinals CBD Infused Nootropics Caps.

In future posts regarding my ritual, I will explore what processesI have for the remainder of the day — particularly around the breaking of my fast midday. I try to limit eating to an 8-hour window each day. The purpose of doing so is primarily to promote longevity and wellness. I am not pursuing any direct caloric restriction through the limited feeding window. I do, however, count macros in an effort to live in a caloric deficit. This has had mixed results.

Note: I have no economic or commercial relationship with any of the products mentioned in this post.

A Sunlit Day

Glorious sunlit day.

I feel the rays being absorbed.

They warm my body.

The rays flow over and through me.

They create heat in my body.

I feel alive.

The sun energizes me.

It refreshes me.

I feel alive.

I begin again.

I own my breath.

I am renewed.

I am alive.

I am grateful.

Next Man Up…

What dies does not vanish. It is here in the world, transformed, dissolved, as parts of the world, and of you. Meditations of Marcus Aurelius, Book 8, Verse 18 (Hays translation).

I have been meaning to write this for a couple weeks. About one week ago was my birthday. The week before that was my mother’s birthday, the first since her passing in September. I thought about the meaning of that for a while. I am also always fairly pensive around my birthday. Perhaps that is not too unusual as people tend to take stock of where they are around milestones. Birthdays, Anniversaries, New Year’s Day.

What does it mean?

It is one thing to lose a grandparent. Fortunately, I did not lose a grandparent until I was 17. I lost my next one at 28. 40 when I lost my third grandparent. Amazingly, 54 when I lost my last grandparent. Death has been kind to my family.

A ripe old age has seemed a foregone conclusion…not even taking into account all the gyrations I go through to advance my own health and longevity. None of my grandparents were particularly fastidious when it came to lifestyle or diet. In fact, my last grandparent to die smoked for probably 60 or 70 years. I think she only quit smoking because she got tired of it.

Genetics seemed to be in my favor.

Till something shook that complacency.

Part of dealing with the loss of a parent is the recognition that you are never going to speak or see that person again. You miss their presence. Their embrace. The echo of their voice in your ear. I knew that I could not call her and wish her a happy birthday. And that she would not be calling me. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not the day after.

Finality. It is often hard to accept. A test. A game. A life. It happens. There is no calling time out. Time is inexorable. You move on.

I realized quite quickly, however, that the guardrails had been removed. The game changed. I am the next man up. A recognition that does not occur with the passing of anyone other than a parent.

I know that lives and their relative length have no apparent order. It is not definite that a mother dies before a child, but once it occurs, it is etched in stone.

“Give yourself the gift of the present moment” Meditations 8:44.

Life is finite. An immutable fact. I exist in this time. I am time.

I have this second. This minute. I am only assured of that. Nothing more. I should live it fully.

I have enjoyed past moments, but they are gone. Now, I have this one. I will savor and enjoy it.

“I cannot escape death but at least I can escape fear of it.” Epictetus (from Daily Stoic Today, February 17, 2022).

I will live it… I am the next man up.

Throw Out the VHS Tapes

I have had a lot of thoughts rumbling through my brain the last several weeks.

One which has reverberated around quite a bit is the passage of time. A couple weeks ago, this realization hijacked my mind as I was tried to clean out a closet of children’s toys which dated back to when my oldest was 5 or 6 years old. The closet stacks of old VHS tapes. Arthur. Rugrats. Barney. Even the dreaded TeleTubbies. I hesitated toss ing them out. Even though they were simply taking up space. I am not even sure we have a working VHS player. Nor could I tell you the last time we even watched a VHS tape (or give you a reason why we should).

I thought about why it was bothering me so much to depart with these tapes. My kids surely did not want them. My wife wanted them out.

It was an acknowledgment. An acknowledgment that time had indeed past. It is not returning. A little part of me had died….but had it really?

It is still a part of me. It is a part of who and where I am.

We live in today’s instant. The past is already past. Who cares. We have lived it and enjoyed it.

New adventures lie ahead. If I am open to them.

Keep to the process. Think. Live in the moment. It’s the only on of which we are assured.

The tapes went out that day to the dump. I don’t miss them.

Ignore the Leaf Blowers

I sketched out these thoughts about six weeks ago, on a beautiful fall sunny day in New Jersey.

Surrounded by falling leaves in my Zen Grotto. Leaves peacefully falling to the ground around me. The ground was covered that day like the first snowfall we would soon have. Ankle deep in some places.

The quiet of the leaves falling through space was soon penetrated by a leaf blower in a neighboring yard. Actually, an army of leaf blowers. An ironic counterpoint to the peacefulness of the falling leaves. The suburban homeowner’s weapon of mass destruction against the falling leaves and the end of summer. Leaves which had just died after fulfilling their life’s mission of providing oxygen.

When I sit in my my grotto and journal, the exercise typically begins as a compilation of what I see around me. An approach that typically makes me be present and opens my mind. This might be the one time in a day that I stop. I look. I listen to the natural world. A world unrelated to a brick attached to my ear.

I can hear birds chirping. Watch the birds and squirrels coexist. See the leaves die their natural death.

This particular day the noise rang out and smacked me. The blasts of the leaf blower entered my consciousness as an image for the noise in my daily existence. Noise which I must continually navigate in and through. Some days worse than others. Leaf blowers appear and disappear outside of my control. Each are obstacles that I need to pierce through to see, hear, and feel what is going on. To be present. Mindful.

The distraction of the noise, of the leaf blower, is just that. Distraction. A distraction to be ignored. Allowed to wash over me and permit a focus on the here and now. The important. As opposed to the trivial.

Transcending the metaphor, the individual making the most noise is to be ignored. We need to ignore the leaf blowers in our lives. In our politics. The leaf blowers spew noise but do not affect the beauty and existence in front of us if we push them to a mere passing sound in our consciousness. Instead, focusing on the quiet beauty around us, enveloping us. The dying leaf falling to the ground. The wind lightly blowing. The distant, soft sound of the chirping cardinal

Focus on the silent. The white space between the noise. The leaf blowers will always be ready to barge in if we let them. If we let them affect us. But why?

Random Thoughts on Observing Birds Feeding

A few days ago, I sat in my self-described Grotto of Zen.  A small rock garden existing in the corner of my yard where I have hung Tibetan prayer flags and installed a small Buddha.  My place for mindful meditation. 

It was a brisk morning.  I had just finished my 10 minutes of Mindfulness (using Sam Harris’ Waking Up app www.waking up.com).  Sitting in my Adirondack chair, perhaps procrastinating until I moved on to the rest of my day, I fixated on several bird feeders about 20 yards away.  The interplay of the birds, squirrels, and chipmunks on the ground, in the trees, and through the air entertained me.

They flew or scurried in and out of my consciousness. 

After a few minutes, I was struck by their coexistence.  They moved in a orderly manner from a feeder, to a tree, to the next feeder, on and then off the ground.  Very little conflict occurred between them.    On the ground, the birds, squirrels, and chipmunks picked at the remnants of food falling to the ground from the feeders above or another’s leftover seeds.

A break in the action….now the next shift swoops in.  Just as orderly as the prior one.  This continues for some time.

It struck me that their behavior is instructive for us so-called sentient beings. An allegory perhaps.

These “lesser” species cooperating and co-existing. Without a spoken word.

Enjoying the sweet smell of early fall air, I took in the chirps and squeaks of the birds and their friends. 

Most importantly, I took the time to Stop.  Listen. Observe. Hear.  It was very instructive as I transitioned to my day. 

I observed and covered my breath.  I absorbed the singing above.  It soothed me. 

I took a break.  I listened and I breathed. 

For those few moments, my mind was focused and I was not distracted.

It was a welcome change.

So it’s been a while…

Beginning a few minutes after my last (first) blog post, I have been trying to write my next (second) blog post. Many starts but until now an equal number of stops. I have come up with a bunch of topics and ideas I want to share but I have made perfect the enemy of the good. That has effectively paralyzed me. I have forgotten most of these ideas.

No more. I am going to make this blog more of an experiment. I will bring it in line with how I typically conduct my life. I am usually willing to try things. Experiment. Be an early adopter. Along the lines of something I wrote in my first entry, I am open for growth. Rarely, if ever, do I consider something a failure. If I am dissatisfied with a result, I try to dissect the process to see why the result differed from expectation. This usually involves a fair amount of honesty with myself. It also might require a few iterations of introspection. I need to better apply that ideal to the writing process and this blog.

Move on quickly. Learn but don’t dwell.

I will try to put things out there more often. That was my whole intent in doing this exercise. Future posts may be imperfect or not fully evolved. So what. They will be out there for feedback and reactions. I will learn and move on. The blog will continue to evolve hopefully.

I think one of the biggest issues with people playing “in the second half” is that individuals become increasingly less willing to take chances. To put themselves out there. They stop experimenting. This sclerosis may occur gradually over time but eventually they get to a point where the inertia to stay on the same glide path becomes too much to overcome. It is almost paralyzing. They didn’t realize it while it was happening.

What’s the point? Are you just trying to run out the clock? Why? Makes no sense. To me this is the time to experiment even more than earlier in life.

Write the blog post. Throw it out there. Take the chance. Challenge myself. Revisit what I eat and drink. When I eat and when I chose not to. How I spend my time. Assess my activity level. Try a new movement. Expand my consciousness. Learn.

Finally…My First Post

A word.  It all begins with a single word.  I have struggled to write this first word for over 18 months now. I have finally broken through. Better this day, than waiting until tomorrow or even later. When I set up this blog site I was 56.  Now, I am 58.  I guess I didn’t follow Warren Miller’s mantra after setting up this blog.  “If you don’t do it this year, you will be one-year older when you do.”  Actually, it is even worse than Warren had contemplated.  I am two years older.

Preparing for the Second Half.  What does that mean?  As I said above, I am 58 years old.  I am a male.  I think I am relatively fit and in excellent health.  I frequently wander around podcasts, blogs, Twitter posts, and newspaper and magazine articles dedicated to health, fitness, living your best life, aging, and longevity but these posts and articles are predominantly written by and for people in their 20s, 30s, and maybe, just maybe, someone in their 40s.  While I typically find the information useful, it leaves me wanting for more.  The discussion or information often lacks, or completely ignores, the perspective of someone in my age bracket.  BUT, there are a lot of us and that number is only increasing.  Indeed, you will all be here sooner or later.  Hopefully.

I believe that I am Preparing for the Second Half.  That I have just as much living in front of me as I have in the rear view mirror.  Because of this philosophy, I believe that I have to have a different frame of mind than people typically have had at my age.   I also feel that I have a perspective to offer to others older and younger than myself.  A perspective which will hopefully lead to a dialog with others and further growth for myself and others.  Hopefully, it will also lead to an evolution as to how people approach both halves of the game.

The concept of a growth mindset still applies to how I approach life.  That is why I am Preparing for the Second Half.   The concept of retirement needs to evolve.  Better yet, it needs to disappear.  I do not look at life as disparate segments.  Education. Growth.  Accumulation. Run-off.    That makes no sense to me.  So, I reject it.  Education and Growth are ongoing.  I want to get rid of Accumulation and Run-off.  The only thing I am looking to accumulate is health and fitness, which I want to bank indefinitely. More importantly,  I am not looking to put either of those into run-off.  Everything else can be looked at from a just-in-time financing approach.  It has gotten me this far.  If anything,  given the power of information technology and social media, it should empower me well into the future.

In the days and weeks ahead, I will look to lay out my philosophy.  I will seek to comment on things that I find important to me and others Preparing for the Second Half.  I am not sure where this is going, but that is no different than when I entered this game and the first half started. Perhaps, my dialog will be limited to this medium.  Or perhaps, it will find fertile ground and expand into other forms of discussion.

At  least, the first word has been written.  I have overcome my fear of launching this and I can say the Second Half has truly begun.  Whether or not it will be longer than the first half, we shall see.

DMC